april update

April!

Hello darlings. Welcome to an actually official type newsletter thing im trying to make it some what cute and useful and worth it

*in this newsletter* 

 *A small life update and 

 *update on this month’s treasures 

*this months playlist :3

*this month did not in a way shape or form go as planned. There were a lot of thingsI had to deal with in my family and personally and a lot of grievances I have to push through but I’m hoping this second have of the month will be better. 

I planned my shop update for 4/20 but im wondering if I’ll make the deadline. I still feel so un organized but, like I said. We will see how this week starts. I’m keeping it simple. But im excited for my new things.

I thought I was super behind schedule but it turns out im only a little bit. I’ve had more appointments than usual this month already. Just due to cancellations and new doctors im constantly needing to see. But I’m slowly hopefully get more than just a “This is just your life” answer

I’ve been drawing every day still, (give or take a couple days when I just really cannot bring myself to do it. I’ll share some of my Hobonichi planner that I have been doing it in and I have the one that is split into two and honestly its already been so interesting to look through. And also really intimidating how much time has past since I left my home state. I think about the progress I’ve made and how it still feels like there are things stuck to me like a gnawing parasite type ghost shadow. But the dark days are fewer, and there’s more happy days in between. So I’ve been spending time with the little things that bring my joy and that make mw happy. I spend nearly all my free type learning, or resting. 

Lately I’ve started crocheting again! My healthcare team thought that it would help the dexterity of my hands and help combat some of the things that goo wrong with them because of my ailment. It seems to be okay! 

I just started getting all the files together for the shop update, its literally only been a day into this week and I can already tell im pushing this to Friday. I’m learning to be okay with that!!!!!!

here it this months playlist :3

i have been really lonely and moving through personal struggles. these songs are the background

I really want get this update out there so instead of a cute lil newsletter like I planned it’ll kinda still just be a mess of an. Info dump until I can get all my devices actually working at one and I can make cute little add ons and lil visuals and picutres in the next one. 

Thanks for hanging around!