post may update
Hell o o o!!
oh my gosh what a month. It has been just absolutely blowing my mind that its already June?? Literally where did this month even go. So sad and confusing. I think I let myself get super into some self reflection since I have now been here in this very new state for a whole year now. And it really doesn’t even feel like it. Trying to keepI’m still trying to get to a point with my health and meds to where being awake and moving isn’t absolutely physically painful and unbearable. I have just been so tired and its hard to get my doctors to understand that.
I let myself go outside and experience some things I have been hesitant to attend in the past. I made a couple friends and I went to a really cool art show at a gallery I have wanted to visit for while and I realized I finally could. Long drive- but it was worth it.
As far as art. This month I practiced pulling inspiration and reference drawing. I had finished that sketchbook in a week and I’m still going to make a video of it. I just hit a massive burn out right after that and then a bunch of personal things like appointments and whatnot got in the way so im finally able to actually sit down and type this let alone think.
I’ve been sorting through different manufacturers and trying to piece together what I want in terms of new physical products and so forth. Just. Been a lot of planning and behind the scenes work which to me- is rather boring to go on and on about. Same things too, like video editing and print and sticker setting up.
heres the playlist! its been a grueling month of self reflection and physical and mental healing- but i just kinda kept my headphones on and my head down.
Been mostly trying to make sure my body is okay. Ive been trying to be outside and active on the days I can and rest my body and brain when I need to. As someone who is still for the first time learning how to just sit down and do nothing- thanks for your patience.
As its JUNE! You know what that means.
Time to be here and queer.
